I wish it was sadness
Because at least that would mean I could feel
Something, anything
It was the numbness eating me away
The sameness of the days
Pressing heavily down on me
Claustrophobia under an open sky
The listlessness
When music was not balm enough
The dreadful nights
Oh, the insomnia!!
Even sleep didn’t want me
Maybe it was the heavy emptiness
In my head and in my chest
If only I could sleep, sleep, sleep
Wow, Keep it up Sonia👌🏽👌🏽