Maybe it’s because I’m a pessimist
Though I like to call it being prepared for the bad things
Doesn’t mean I want bad things to happen
I want some good in my life damnit!
I want to have a best year
I feel like that’s asking for too much considering how my life has been going
A best two months?
Something
Maybe it’s not all bad
I mean I still get to open my window at night and look at the moon
So yeah not all bad
But I still wish
There’s things I want
Damn it all there’s things I want